GLACIER AND THE ANGEL OF LIVING
The deep, groaning creak
of the glacier shifting
sounds bone-breaking
but healthy tissue is not harmed
by pressure,
it is formed by it.
The glacier is the will of god.
The glacier made and governs all things.
god makes use of man like the doctor makes use of leeches
god intervenes everywhere.
god made an Angel for everything–
there is even an Angel of Suicide.
This Angel, pointing out god’s anatomy within the human heart,
is called
The Angel of Suffering Permitted by God’s Own Will.
If the natural movement of the arm that sins
is blessed, though the sin itself forsaken,
then so seen and so loved
is that broken arm of my heart
that crookedly
stretches out for you.
So beloved was the violet that she gave her sweet perfume
as I pulverized her body beneath my shoe.
Groaning, screaming glacier
god grinds our Angel of Living
deeper into the dirt.